FANCY'S SHOW BOX
A Morality
by Nathaniel Hawthorne
What is Guilt? A stain upon the soul. And it is a
point of vast interest, whether the soul may contract
such stains, in all their depth and flagrancy, from
deeds which may have been plotted and resolved upon,
but which, physically, have never had existence. Must
the fleshly hand and visible frame of man set its seal
to the evil designs of the soul, in order to give them
their entire validity against the sinner? Or, while
none but crimes perpetrated are cognizable before an
earthly tribunal, will guilty thoughts--of which guilty
deeds are no more than shadows--will these draw down
the full weight of a condemning sentence, in the supreme
court of eternity? In the solitude of a midnight chamber,
or in a desert, afar from men, or in a church, while
the body is kneeling, the soul may pollute itself even
with those crimes, which we are accustomed to deem
altogether carnal. If this be true, it is a fearful
truth.
Let us illustrate the subject by an imaginary example.
A venerable gentleman, one Mr. Smith, who had long
been regarded as a pattern of moral excellence, was
warming his aged blood with a glass or two of generous
wine. His children being gone forth about their worldly
business, and his grandchildren at school, he sat alone,
in a deep, luxurious armchair, with his feet beneath a
richly carved mahogany table. Some old people have a
dread of solitude, and when better company may not be
had, rejoice even to hear the quiet breathing of a babe,
asleep upon the carpet. But Mr. Smith, whose silver hair
was the bright symbol of a life unstained, except by such
spots as are inseparable from human nature, he had no
need of a babe to protect him by its purity, nor of a
grown person to stand between him and his own soul.
Nevertheless, either Manhood must converse with Age,
or Womanhood must soothe him with gentle cares, or Infancy
must sport around his chair, or his thoughts will stray
into the misty region of the past, and the old man be
chill and sad. Wine will not always cheer him. Such might
have been the case with Mr. Smith, when, through the
brilliant medium of his glass of old Madeira, he beheld
three figures entering the room. These were Fancy, who
had assumed the garb and aspect of an itinerant showman
with a box of pictures on her back; and Memory, in the
likeness of a clerk, with a pen behind her ear, an
inkhorn at her buttonhole, and a huge manuscript volume
beneath her arm; and lastly, behind the other two, a
person shrouded in a dusky mantle, which concealed both
face and form. But Mr. Smith had a shrewd idea that it
was Conscience.
How kind of Fancy, Memory, and Conscience to visit the
old gentleman, just as he was beginning to imagine that
the wine had neither so bright a sparkle, nor so excellent
a flavor as when himself and the liquor were less aged!
Through the dim length of the apartment, where crimson
curtains muffled the glare of sunshine, and created a
rich obscurity, the three guests drew near the silver-haired
old man. Memory, with a finger between the leaves of
her huge volume, placed herself at his right hand.
Conscience, with her face still hidden in the dusky
mantle, took her station on the left, so as to be next
his heart; while Fancy set down her picture box upon the
table, with the magnifying glass convenient to his eye.
We can sketch merely the outlines of two or three out
of the many pictures which, at the pulling of a string,
successively peopled the box with the semblances of
living scenes.
One was a moonlight picture; in the background, a
lowly dwelling; and in front, partly shadowed by a
tree, yet besprinkled with flakes of radiance, two
youthful figures, male and female. The young man
stood with folded arms, a haughty smile upon his
lip, and a gleam of triumph in his eye, as he
glanced downward at the kneeling girl. She was
almost prostrate at his feet, evidently sinking
under a weight of shame and anguish, which hardly
allowed her to lift her clasped hands in supplication.
Her eyes she could not lift. But neither her agony,
nor the lovely features on which it was depicted,
nor the slender grace of the form which it convulsed,
appeared to soften the obduracy of the young man.
He was the personification of triumphant scorn. Now,
strange to say, as old Mr. Smith peeped through the
magnifying glass, which made the objects start out
from the canvas with magical deception, he began to
recognize the farmhouse, the tree, and both the
figures of the picture. The young man, in times long
past, had often met his gaze within the looking-glass;
the girl was the very image of his first love--his
cottage love--his Martha Burroughs! Mr. Smith was
scandalized. "Oh, vile and slanderous picture!" he
exclaims. "When have I triumphed over ruined innocence?
Was not Martha wedded, in her teens, to David Tomkius,
who won her girlish love, and long enjoyed her affection
as a wife? And ever since his death, she has lived a
reputable widow!" Meantime, Memory was turning over
the leaves of her volume, rustling them to and fro
with uncertain fingers, until, among the earlier
pages, she found one which had reference to this
picture. She reads it, close to the old gentleman's
ear; it is a record merely of sinful thought, which
never was embodied in an act; but, while Memory is
reading, Conscience unveils her face, and strikes a
dagger to the heart of Mr. Smith. Though not a
death-blow, the torture was extreme.
The exhibition proceeded. One after another, Fancy
displayed her pictures, all of which appeared to have
been painted by some malicious artist, on purpose to
vex Mr. Smith. Not a shadow of proof could have been
adduced, in any earthly court, that he was guilty of
the slightest of those sins which were thus made to
stare him in the face. In one scene, there was a table
set out, with several bottles, and glasses half-filled
with wine, which threw back the dull ray of an expiring
lamp. There had been mirth and revelry, until the hand
of the clock stood just at midnight, when Murder stepped
between the boon companions. A young man had fallen on
the floor, and lay stone dead, with a ghastly wound crushed
into his temple, while over him, with a delirium of mingled
rage and horror in his countenance, stood the youthful
likeness of Mr. Smith. The murdered youth wore the features
of Edward Spencer! "What does this rascal of a painter mean?"
cries Mr. Smith, provoked beyond all patience. "Edward
Spencer was my earliest and dearest friend, true to me as
I to him, through more than half a century. Neither I, nor
any other, ever murdered him. Was he not alive within five
years and did he not, in token of our long friendship,
bequeath me his gold-headed cane and a mourning ring?"
Again had Memory been turning over her volume, and fixed
at length upon so confused a page, that she surely must
have scribbled it when she was tipsy. The purport was,
however, that, while Mr. Smith and Edward Spencer were
heating their young blood with wine, a quarrel had flashed
up between them, and Mr. Smith, in deadly wrath, had flung
a bottle at Spencer's head. True, it missed its aim, and
merely smashed a looking-glass; and the next morning, when
the incident was imperfectly remembered, they had shaken
hands with a hearty laugh. Yet again, while Memory was
reading, Conscience unveiled her face, struck a dagger to
the heart of Mr. Smith, and quelled his remonstrance with
her iron frown. The pain was quite excruciating.
Some of the pictures had been painted with so doubtful
a touch, and in colors so faint and pale, that the subjects
could barely be conjectured. A dull, semi-transparent mist
had been thrown over the surface of the canvas, into which
the figures seemed to vanish, while the eye sought most
earnestly to fix them. But in every scene, however
dubiously portrayed, Mr. Smith was invariably haunted by
his own lineaments, at various ages, as in a dusty mirror.
After poring several minutes over one of these blurred
and almost indistinguishable pictures, he began to see
that the painter had intended to represent him, now in
the decline of life, as stripping the clothes from the
backs of three half-starved children. "Really, this
puzzles me!" quoth Mr. Smith, with the irony of conscious
rectitude. "Asking pardon of the painter, I pronounce
him a fool, as well as a scandalous knave. A man of my
standing in the world, to be robbing little children of
their clothes! Ridiculous!" But while he spoke, Memory
had searched her fatal volume, and found a page, which,
with her sad, calm voice, she poured into his ear. It
was not altogether inapplicable to the misty scene. It
told how Mr. Smith had been grievously tempted, by many
devilish sophistries, on the ground of a legal quibble,
to commence a lawsuit against three orphan children,
joint heirs to a considerable estate. Fortunately, before
he was quite decided, his claims had turned out nearly
as devoid of law as justice. As Memory ceased to read,
Conscience again thrust aside her mantle, and would have
struck her victim with the envenomed dagger, only that
he struggled, and clasped his hands before his heart.
Even then, however, he sustained an ugly gash.
Why should we follow Fancy through the whole series of
those awful pictures? Painted by an artist of wondrous
power, and terrible acquaintance with the secret soul,
they embodied the ghosts of all the never perpetrated
sins that had glided through the lifetime of Mr. Smith.
And could such beings of cloudy fantasy, so near akin to
nothingness, give valid evidence against him, at the day
of judgment? Be that the case or not, there is reason to
believe that one truly penitential tear would have washed
away each hateful picture, and left the canvas white as
snow. But Mr. Smith, at a prick of Conscience too keen to
be endured, bellowed aloud, with impatient agony, and
suddenly discovered that his three guests were gone. There
he sat alone, a silver-haired and highly venerated old man,
in the rich gloom of the crimson-curtained room, with no
box of pictures on the table, but only a decanter of most
excellent Madeira. Yet his heart still seemed to fester
with the venom of the dagger.
Nevertheless, the unfortunate old gentleman might have
argued the matter with Conscience, and alleged many reasons
wherefore she should not smite him so pitilessly. Were we to
take up his cause, it should be somewhat in the following
fashion: A scheme of guilt, till it be put in execution,
greatly resembles a train of incidents in a projected tale.
The latter, in order to produce a sense of reality in the
reader's mind, must be conceived with such proportionate
strength by the author as to seem, in the glow of fancy,
more like truth, past, present, or to come, than purely
fiction. The prospective sinner, on the other hand, weaves
his plot of crime, but seldom or never feels a perfect
certainty that it will be executed. There is a dreaminess
diffused about his thoughts; in a dream, as it were, he
strikes the death-blow into his victim's heart, and starts
to find an indelible bloodstain on his hand. Thus a novel
writer, or a dramatist, in creating a villain of romance,
and fitting him with evil deeds, and the villain of actual
life, in projecting crimes that will be perpetrated, may
almost meet each other, halfway between reality and fancy.
It is not until the crime is accomplished, that guilt
clinches its gripe upon the guilty heart, and claims it
for its own. Then, and not before, sin is actually felt
and acknowledged, and if unaccompanied by repentance,
grows a thousand-fold more virulent by its self-consciousness.
Be it considered, also, that men often overestimate their
capacity for evil. At a distance, while its attendant
circumstances do not press upon their notice, and its
results are dimly seen, they can bear to contemplate it.
They may take the steps which lead to crime, impelled by
the same sort of mental action as in working out a
mathematical problem, yet be powerless with compunction, at
the final moment. They knew not what deed it was that they
deemed themselves resolved to do. In truth, there is no such
thing in man's nature as a settled and full resolve, either
for good or evil, except at the very moment of execution. Let
us hope, therefore, that all the dreadful consequences of sin
will not be incurred, unless the act have set its seal upon
the thought.
Yet, with the slight fancy-work which we have framed, some
sad and awful truths are interwoven. Man must not disclaim
his brotherhood, even with the guiltiest, since, though his
hand be clean, his heart has surely been polluted by the
flitting phantoms of iniquity. He must feel, that, when he
shall knock at the gate of Heaven, no semblance of an
unspotted life can entitle him to entrance there. Penitence
must kneel, and Mercy come from the footstool of the throne,
or that golden gate will never open!
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